Im going to compete this year. And I know what youre thinking. I say this every year. I know this because I was a quitter I am tired of getting close and giving up on my goals. I think about competing each and everyday and can literally picture myself on stage being proud of what I present but because of my low self confidence I cannot take the next step and chicken out. I normally come across as a confident person but in my head most of the time is panic. I dont take selfies, I dont wear bikinis on the beach and I negatively compare myself to every single female I see everyday which is very exhausting to say the least. Even writing this I am a bit scared. People underestimate anxiety--it is hell. Mastering nutrition and the gym is a large part of competing but there is also a mental component that is overlooked and it has been my biggest obstacle for the last 4 years. I am tired of failing myself and being my own worst enemy.This year is going to be different and I am putting this out there to make myself accountable, to prove to everyone that I am more than just talk, and also to show everyone that if I can face my fears then you can too. Come on, 2015! Lets do this!
Posted on: Mon, 15 Dec 2014 21:49:40 +0000
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