It wouldve been SO easy to skip church tonight. Im grateful I didnt. I wouldve missed a lot - from a desperately needed midweek connection that my husband and I love, to seeing the precious teen we brought in such deep prayer and worship. I wouldve also missed praise and worship myself - something I have been so longing for. This is the 2nd service in a week Ive made the choice - no matter what - to stay for worship. I feel like this stupid condition is robbing me of something incredible and life changing every week that I have to skip worship because of the pain the music brings. Its cruel and it makes me mad. I need that time with God. On Sunday I made the choice to stay - no matter what. Who knows, maybe the cure is stubbornness. Or maybe my body will get used to the noise and just accept it. I dont know. I have a very high tolerance for pain (I even pulled out my own tooth this week, lol - dont ask.) but the pain nearly brought me to my knees. It makes you wish you could pass out. You know what though? It happens all the time without triggers and I still have to work...cook...clean... so whatever. Whatever! Im not missing out on a chance to praise Jesus because of pain. Ive had enough of that. Ive missed too much already.
Posted on: Thu, 16 Oct 2014 03:25:33 +0000
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