I’m having a hard day. For some reason I’m full of fear and feelings of unworthiness, inadequacy and brokenness. I can’t stop reliving all the mistakes, stupid things and just plain poor choices I’ve made in my life. I know I ask your forgiveness all the time and I partly believe you have forgiven me but I continue to struggle with forgiving myself, I’m not sure I’ll ever be capable of that. It weighs on my heart and soul like a ton of bricks. If you could give me a sign today that I am worthy of love and forgiveness it would lift me up and remind of this beautiful life you have given me. Thank you, and I love you. I know it is silly to write a letter to you on a webpage, but the anxiety is killing me. Please let some peace come into my heart, the constant anxiety is taking its toll on me. I know that everyone expected so much from me, but I’m so tired of not enjoying anything anymore. Please let everyone understand. Please alter my mind and the way I see everything, let me see the beauty in life and be grateful for everything I have. Please help me to to stop being so concerned with everyone’s expectations, but be free! I know you love me God, and thank you for being there for me all my life! PS just give me the strength to keep my promise and the faith to beat this love your son Danny joe
Posted on: Tue, 16 Dec 2014 04:29:53 +0000
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