Looking at my diary helped me realize something. My depression/cutting and my suicide attempts were flat out stupid. Every time I reflect on it, I just laugh. I feel Im more sane now than I ever was. While I did appreciate the help from friends and therapy, the real reason I got better was because I just decided to just live. I didnt try to get better. When youre depressed and try to find the good in life, you will find the bad more easily, and that pushed me back. So I said screw it and just moved on from everything. Yes, Ill be there for my friends when they need help, but Ill tell them what I told I told myself. Get your ass over it. When you look back on it, you will realize those feelings were useless. Only then, I believe, will you be happy with your life like I am now.
Posted on: Sat, 09 Nov 2013 21:55:40 +0000
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