My sweet, sweet Matt, I have been at a loss of words and truly wish this was just a nightmare I could wake up from. Never in a million did I dream this up. When I met you I instantly fell in love, you had the biggest heart anyone can love and thats what won me over. We have gone through some hard times for sure, but got past them. Whenever we lost our first baby, I remember everyone telling me how freaked out you were that you may not make it to me in time, God made sure you did, and that nothing bad happened to me. You would have moved heaven and earth for me thats how much you loved me. Life will never be the same without you. You were an awesome dad and you worked so hard to support us. Never will I forget that. You have tons of friends that have very good memories with you. You always knew the words to say to brighten someones face and was always the life of the party. Words cannot express how lost and broken I feel without you. And my heart aches for our kids, Baylee especially. She continues to ask why and misses you so very much already. Lord, give me strength to face everything I need to during this time. Give me the right words to say to my kids. I am very thankful that you have surrounded me with loving people and people ready and willing to jump in and help with whatever I need or want. It is the very little things that mean the most right now, and every little bit contributed helps greatly.
Posted on: Fri, 02 Jan 2015 03:43:42 +0000
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