Pisces and Pisces Rising Full Moon in Pisces Report! Inherent in the pain is the remedy for it. Inherent in the fantasy is the reality of what I yearn for. Inherent in my being is the willingness to heal. I was not made to exist merely in fantasy. I am an actual person fully formed with skin, bone and teeth complete and able to chomp into life and mash it up so I might get the most nutrients from it. I am here, in flesh, which means my appetites matter. I am not alive merely to live out some family legacy or to be trapped in its dynasty. I can honor my ancestry and live my own life at the same time. Guilt carries no creed in my code of honors. Consideration does. Contemplation does. Caring surely does. But the courage to break away from the harmful beliefs that have been carved into my cortex is with me. I tackle the tremendous, the things that were meant to be kept a secret in my home and all those relationship dynamics that I have been too terrified to tame. I will not be tormented by my mind’s meanderings into Anxious Annie terrain because I know that the most powerful thing to do with a fear is to name that sucker. I free the truth into the whistling winds of wisdom. Not recklessly. Not without checking that the ears I bend be able to hold the weight with me. Not without making sure that I am caring for my own safety. But when I find the space to out my anxieties and crack the ego that thinks it can do it on its own, I fill that space to the brim. Because as I heal those around me heal too. As I give myself the dignity of a moment of honesty in the face of all I fear I lend that dignity to all who know me. Because the truth of the matter is that I want to know me. Better than my momma, better than my bestie, better than my Maker. I want to know me and all that I am capable of so that at every turn I can know what it is I am to do that would bring about the best scenario for the entirety of my life. - See more at: chaninicholas/full-moon-manifestos-horoscopes-week-september-8th/#sthash.tlJdwy9M.dpuf
Posted on: Mon, 08 Sep 2014 13:29:19 +0000