Procrastinating to write a blog post on the recent marathon. So briefly: - feels like a psle student who prepared diligently but failed to get the result. - not due to lack of effort or smart planning. - multitude of factors converging. - done well considering the circumstances. Stress fracture. Low mileage. Race day dropped gel. - process oriented vs goal oriented. Considering that Ive managed the mitigating factors as well as I could, I should be happy. - there is a tinge of regret, with the result. That it could have been much better - boils down to ego. A good result would have me boasting and hail upon my world the supreme talent I had. - its a strange place to be in. I should be very happy. - however results are still results. No matter how you prepared. How much potential you have. Nobody is hanging a medal around your neck for that. - a old adage Ive known since my martial days. you are only as good as your last fight - results speaks naught. Goal oriented people are less happy. Internally I am at peace. However this beast called ego plays tricks. - lastly. I wish to apologize to all for not delivering. Falling off the pedestal. If anything, this bonus result would come. - because I enjoy the process. Will continue to inspire myself and hopefully anyone who reads this. - blogpost coming up. Would you like to read it ? Like this status so I know.
Posted on: Mon, 08 Dec 2014 12:50:38 +0000
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