She has been so closely by me these last few days. Its like I can feel her, but I havent quite been able to connect. Like I can see that shes trying to tell me something and I just cant seem to hear it. Its been a frustrating feeling. Tonight out of no where I broke down crying. She came to me in a flood. She was the one who pushed and propelled me forward for all those years. She was the one leading and guiding me closer and closer to my true self. She was the one keeping me safe when I got off course. Now, suddenly, I feel a huge shift coming in my life. What Ive been wanting seems to have changed and Im left not knowing what exactly I want or need. And I dont have her to reassure me and guide me. ~I have to trust myself.~ I cant play small or hide my light any longer. And honestly, even though its what Ive been wanting, it also terrifies the living crap out of me. Tonight as I cried I was guided to go look through my pictures. A few stuck out to me strongly. Have Faith Walk by Faith not by Sight Be Brave Enough to Follow Your Heart. I also just kept hearing the message Go! Go! Go! Dont you DARE stop now after all the work we did together. All the pictures of her that jumped out at me where from some of our best adventures. What Ive always loved doing best. Adventures, travels, nature and backpacking with the dogs. I know she will be with me so strongly on our road trip down to Cali. As I revisit and release her at some of our favorite backpacking spots. I feel like this trip will change a lot of things for me. I have no idea where Im headed next, but I know I will be following my heart. Much Love Family And Big Big Hugs
Posted on: Sat, 17 Jan 2015 07:26:57 +0000
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