Someone please tell me why I feel the way I do..... I want to write to you, to contact you, to know exactly how you really feel, to hear your voice, but then again, the mere thought of it makes me sick! You have turned my world completely to shit, but yet, I still want to talk to you. I have so many thoughts in my head, some good, some not so good....but the good always outnumbers the not so good. Why do you haunt me and why can I not rid myself or purge my brain of you???? You were my everything....I did all I could do until you let me fall apart. And instead of helping me, you sat back and watched me fall and break. Why would I want anything to do with you and why will you not leave my head? I can forget anything in this world.....and I have forgiven you for the hell you put me through, and I am moving on to things I need to do. Why do you still infect me like a plague?? I can only hope this infection doesnt last forever! I dont want to be reminded of what once was. Because, evidently, its not what was supposed to be! You have made that perfectly clear! I just wish you would leave me the hell alone now!!!
Posted on: Mon, 10 Jun 2013 16:56:15 +0000