Thankful the church didnt burn down as I walked in this morning. But the preacher sure did bring the fire. Thankful for that too. Since last September Ive let something completely control me, chain me... and literally almost ruin me, many times. The physical healed, but the emotional never did. And it is hitting me so hard right now. Ive been blaming me, hurting myself by turning to the world, and let myself get backed into a corner instead of taking it completely to God to fix and putting all my faith in Him. I have made a decision to forgive and pray for this person. And in turn Im no longer chained down by hate and anger, bitter. Fury. Disgust. If God forgives me for all Ive done, which is a novel of sins, even after I fail Him daily... then who do I think I am I to not forgive someone who has hurt me? Its past time to change my ways and try to love like Him. Im not posting this as a pity party, but I do need prayers now more than ever please. I hope at least one person learns from my mistakes. Dont hold on to hurt, and be as ignorant as to try and fix everything on your own.. Even just making the decision to forgive, 1,000 lbs has been lifted off me. I just hate that sometimes it takes me hitting rock bottom to realize the whole time all I had to do was look UP.
Posted on: Sun, 10 Aug 2014 18:16:36 +0000
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