The night Brian died, I was knocked to my knees, I was crushed beyond crushed. In those first few seconds, I honestly wasnt sure how I was going to make it. In being so completely nothing, God was able to take over immediately. I could have completely fell apart and not been able to function and no one would have blamed me. All I could think about was that Satan had just taken my husband from me and waged a war with me that I was not going to let him win. He may have known my weaknesses but he wasnt counting on me turning it completely over to God. I had not one ounce of strength. It wasnt ever me, that I can promise you. I praise my God for getting me through, for still holding me up when I need it. God wants to be our Rock, our Strength. We have to get to that place of complete nothingness before He can take over, but He does and in a big way. When I think about where I was a year ago and where I am today, I see nothing but God at work. He has blessed me and provided for me and brought me an amazing man to love me, one who loves God so much. God is good, always. Let it go, whatever it is, let go of what little control you think you have. Dont be afraid to admit that you cannot do this alone. Let Him become your everything. Let Him work things out perfectly for you. Its what He does. 2 Corinthians 12:9 (NIV) 9 But He said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for My power is made perfect in weakness.” Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me.
Posted on: Wed, 08 Oct 2014 11:49:07 +0000
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