This is Sunday afternoon... Shellie and Devo came and brought food... She combed Kailas hair and put it up in a pony tail.. They took her home with them... Nikki wont have to come out here to pick her up tonight when she gets off work... i have had a bad day. My strength is just not coming back like it should... It has been 2 weeks tomorrow since my chemo and it is still making me weak.. I am able to get around but sometimes i feel like i will black out...My head hurts too. The worst part about it is the fact that my mouth is broken out with something that i cant seem to shake... I will have to go tomorrow and get me some med for it... It hurts to swallow. What i eat hurts as it goes down my throat... I wish i knew what to do for it today...I will have to wait and get out early in the am... I need prayer today...It looks like i am always asking for prayer but that is the only way i know to get results.. Even when i take med i expect God to do the healing...I believe in him with all my heart... If and when i pass on to Heaven i will leave behind the woes of this world and be in Heavenly bliss..I am beginning to look forward to the time when i can tell this world goodbye and go on to life with no woes or troubles to bother me... i am so glad that i have hope in Jesus and life with him. He has never forsaken me and he never will. i am at peace with the fact that i have done all i could do here and i am ready to move on... I wonder how many people can say that today and really mean it from the bottom of their heart.. I would be miserable if i didnt have hope in life everlasting...I want all my loved ones and friends to get ready for eternity..I have tried to do all i could to promote the Kingdom of God in my life as a christian... I hope that something i have done or said has pointed them toward Heaven..I pray you will be prepared to meet the judgement when you leave this world.. That is the next step we will face when we leave this world... Trust in God and dont lean on your understanding.. It pays to trust in his word...Love is the key to the kingdom...
Posted on: Sun, 11 Jan 2015 22:05:20 +0000