Tonight...tonight...tonight...I dont know how to describe it. I am nervous but looking forward to it with anticipation at the same time. I dont expect anyone to understand...I hope meeting Sarah face to face and spending time with her will be healing for us both on this Cody journey. So many days and nights of my life consumed by sadness, regret and guilt... It has lessened with time but never has gone away. I heard about a lady who was grieving once and she felt like she was in a hole. People would try to pull her out with words or actions....when all she really needed was someone to come and sit with her in the hole, meet her where she was. The only favor I have tonight is for people to go to this picture and share it...my hope would be anyone that reads this would share. It doesnt cost you anything and it would mean the world to me. Otherwise please be kind to me the next couple of days or just dont say anything at all, my heart cant take it right now. And while I am sure I will always have my Cody hole...I hope tonight will be a big step further away from it but not without another good cry. And I hope somewhere Cody is alive, safe and happy, if I could see him just one more time I would want him to know how incredibly sorry I am I let him down.
Posted on: Thu, 05 Jun 2014 22:34:03 +0000
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