Two weeks since my life has changed forever, again. I am sober-minded, trying to analyze the experiences of the past two weeks, focusing on the many miracles and immense love that has come our way, SO grateful for my family, friends, AMAZING husband and especially for Jesus Christ. Yes, there IS happiness beyond tragic loss and I am determined to find it. I AM finding it. I have a very unique and wonderful son, named Michael, who showered me with love and affection all his life, at every opportunity. THAT is the part I will miss the most, but his spiritual affection is still felt every day. I am SO grateful that the Lord blessed me with that sweet, long baby boy nearly 34 years ago! I also think of my dear, precious Collin. Three years ago today, I went with my daughter to pick out his coffin, such a painful day! Is there a loving Heavenly Father in all of this? Yes, YES!, YES! This is exactly why we are here; to experience, to grow, to learn, to love, to conquer, to die and to rise again in that great day, perfected in Christ. We are NEVER left alone; (unless we choose to be) and death is NOT the end! I know, as sure as the sun will rise, that I will see both of my boys again. What an emotional day that will be! Until it is my turn, I will do the best I can to make them proud.
Posted on: Mon, 03 Nov 2014 18:26:47 +0000