WOW!! 17 years is a long time to go without your parents not being around. Exactly 17 years ago on this day; which was on a Sunday, I lost a part of my heart thatll never heal. My biggest fan, my heart & soul, my first love, my darling, my mother; losing her was like losing a part of myself and it hurt me in a place that I thought never existed. I needed and wanted her here but seeing her sick wasnt a good feeling, so I knew God needed her more. If I say Im glad shes gone and that I dont miss her I would be lying because I do want her here and I do miss her but I also know it would be selfish of me to want her here with me and she be in pain. No Im not glad shes gone; shes missed out on everything. Me graduating from high school and college, me getting married, me having her first grandchild, my little brother graduating, and him having her second grandchild! I know that shes in a much better place where there is no pain, no hurt, or no tears; Im glad that I got to spend every minute of the years she was here with her and Ill hold those memories forever. Its just bittersweet for me because today on a Sunday marks 17 Years that she has been gone and she died at the age of 26. I turn 26 on Thursday and its killing me because Im scared, Im happy, Im sad, and excited all at the same time because Im sick like she was when she left me and I dont want to leave my baby. Ive cried and prayed, thats all I can do!! So mommy, I want you to know that I love you and I miss you something serious; be good for me and continue to smile down on us all until we meet again!! R.I.L. Sweetie #17yrs #IMissMyMommy #CynthiaLee #26yrsold #MyMommyIsBetterThanYours
Posted on: Sun, 27 Jul 2014 20:40:19 +0000
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