What does it mean?! Hi sisters, 8 years ago I was in an abusive relationship, he was my first long term relationship and lost my virginity to him. It was understandably a messy break up, where I was raped and he tried to stab me on two different occasions and on another occasion followed me and assaulted/ robbed me. He even assaulted an innocent man getting off the bus because my ex had convinced himself that this stranger was doing me. He messed me up mentally incredibly well. 4 years ago he came back into my life after seeing me at work and came to my house and made threats, vandalised my property repeatedly and I ended up getting a restraining order. I havent seen him in 4 years now, but the problem is- I keep having dreams about him! Never really bad ones, hes just there. Last night was the worst, I dreamt he had killed himself and at first I was pleased but quickly it turned to guilt and sadness. Why do I feel like this?! I know dreams can have a sub consicious meaning so what could mine be saying?? Im in a new relationship, been with current partner 3 years, have two kids and a home together and I am happy so why am I dreaming about the one person I want to vanish from the face of the earth?!
Posted on: Wed, 07 Jan 2015 22:00:00 +0000