it feels so ugly inside to see your kid playing and all of a sudden something catches their attention and they stop what theyre doing just to stand and observe another child having fun with their father..... And he just stands there and watches them play like he wants to join in, but he doesnt know them. I always pictured myself raising my child with both his parents in his life, and I tried, it was something that I wanted but you cant force someone to stop calling you names everyday, or think they can put there hands on you because you caused them to get mad. You cant stop them from going out to drink every weekend. And you definently cant force them to love you back... I just never thought things would end up this way, everyday when I look at my son it is a reminder to do the best I can do for him but one thing is always missing, I dont know what to do, I can love him with everything I got, but theres always that empty space in our family portrait :/
Posted on: Sun, 30 Mar 2014 04:27:19 +0000
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