6 years ago today, I had completely lost my mind, scream crying like a crazy person, in front of sooo many people in the library at my high school, when the counselor gave me the news paper stating that a friend of mine had passed away, not knowing what else i was gonna see, that had completely changed my life. The day I saw my daddy cry for the first time, & the day I experienced the first, worst heartache of my life. My best friend since I was 3 years old, my skating rink boyfriend of 3 years, the guy I had more memories with then anyone else in my life was gone.. the guy who our parents always thought Id get married to. The guy who always joked around saying he would haunt me if he died before me, untill I died. The guy who made such a huge impact in my life, & the guy whose time I took for granted always thinking he would be there, because he always waaas there was actually freakin gone.. gosh if I could just go back & change one thing I would. Spend more time, do something differently that could have changed the outcome of everything, if only I wasnt so hard headed & stubborn. Your forever in my heart Dustin, & nothing or nobody will ever take your place in my heart. I love you sooo much.. PEOPLE dont ever take the ones you love for granted. Cherish them like there wont be a tomorrow for them or yourself cause you NEVER know when that time will come when they are no longer here. & the grief & what ifs will come & remain. RIP Dustin Lackey ♡;
Posted on: Thu, 03 Apr 2014 17:47:01 +0000
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