New year,new goals, new career and most importantly new found hope in old people that I assumed gave up as everyone I have ever known has. No pity wanted or needed its motivation in fact to show thise who past judgement how foolish they were and make them realize it may have been me that was placed in their life to help them not vice versus as they assumed ADDICTIONS COUNSELOR WILLIAM BULLION.....sounds pretty good to me....and here is the proof of change I forgive you...no matter what it was I forgive you. Because five minutes ago in a tearful conversation with someone I look up to more than anyone I have ever known, I forgave myself......He said to me I dont care about peoples opinions I have.your back as I told you when you walked into my office in chains..........I will deserve this, I question why God kept saving me when I cared so little Iwouldnt even save myself and That conversation those five minutes explained it all 38 years of pain and suffering explained in 5 minutes. I will never stop trying.to help others even when they feel they dont deserve it or think my help is worthless. I am merely here to offer not force the chance to be free........with gods help and alot of work anythings possible a junky with a life time prison sentence given one shot at long term treatment striving to be the best then just giving up.......see thats where you got confused I never gave up I just tried to control the when and the where...I have.no conttol nor do you only god does ask for help if you dont get it you dont want it bad enough period and I dont much care if that hurts your feelings imagine this feeling standing in front of a judge at 35-36 years old and having them tell you all your hope and chances are gone giving you 23 years in prison thats pain.....but you know what i needed it..........freedom
Posted on: Tue, 30 Dec 2014 15:00:20 +0000
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