One year ago at this hour Kennis called me to talk about the job he was starting in the morning. He had been hired by Auto Zone and he was excited about it. I was happy for him because he had been trying so hard to do things right for his girls. He loved those girls. That was the only thing I knew that would make him shed a tear. If I had known in three hours his life would be over, I would have been pleading with the Lord and calling out the prayer warriors. My son is my everything and I miss him more and more everyday. People say that as time goes on it gets easier. I havent experienced that yet. There are so many things that make me cry. The thing that makes me cry the hardest is wanting to avenge his death. I have to remind myself constantly that God has this. There is nothing I can do that can top what God is going to do. In life we make choices, good, bad or indifferent and we reap the consequences of those choices. All consequences arent bad but we must pay or be rewarded for what weve done. Saying Im sorry cant change the outcome for you. Vengeance is The Lords and He will repay. I have to stay focused for Brittany and my grandkids. Im still mad, Im still hurting but mostly now Im disappointed in Judge Stephen Wallace. I dont think he gives a d*** about the victim or their families I believe he cares about pleasing his attorney friends. Thats just my opinion based on what Ive witnessed in the courtroom so far. If Judge Gloria Bahakel was in office things would be different.
Posted on: Tue, 14 Oct 2014 02:35:10 +0000
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