For the past couple of months I have felt like I am functioning on a very minimal level. I have not energy, I want to sleep all the time, I cry a lot, I dread and hate parts of big chunks of my life (nothing to do with my family or those closest to me), I think why bother, or oh well a lot, I have no faith or trust in people outside of my close circle as I have seen too much ugliness within, too much spite, too much sneaky behavior, too much favoritism, too many exceptions to the rules or expectations, too much pretending to listen or care, too much whispering and closed doors, too much un-professionalism and too much conduct that makes me doubt peoples ethics and morals. Im tired of feeling depressed, hopeless, defeated, and flat out tired. I used to love the things I am now dreading but there have been so many changes and its not for the better in spite of what others may feel. Figuratively speaking if the structure isnt performing up to par over and over look at the FOUNDATION of it start fixing things there instead of blaming the walls. Anyway, my point to all this was that after reading these I am reminded that not all people are shady, crooked, or underhanded.
Posted on: Wed, 12 Nov 2014 03:29:44 +0000
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