I had went back & forth about posting this... But by the looks of my TL & a FEW (which means more than 2) of my inboxes I now know why I didnt die... My second chance was to help give life to others... For those of you who get mad at the books I write out of all the ones I have published on FB this might be one of the only few worthwhile reading... In addition although Im using my own personal experience as reference this is not indeed another note b/c if I ever do decide to do it again Ive learned my lesson & will improvise & use toilet tissue & a crown to leave a note by me... But not on FB!! Plus all my statistics are Googleable & if you can look past your own ego & self judgement than this cannot only save someone elses life but your own... As many of you may (or may not know) on December 26, 2012 I tried to take my own life... After being hospitalized in a mental institution for a few days many things came into perspective... I had been stuck between the crossroads of either going against my Creator to terminate my pregnancy or keep my baby & listen to my folks drag me through the mud & have to depend on the very same people who have numerous times bullied me drove me to attempt to take my own life... There are days I regret I lived & since you are 5 times more likely to attempt again after a failed first attempt (which is most usually always successful the 2nd time around) sometimes I wonder if I will even make it to my 1 year anniversary... But what people need to know is that many times we see someones cry for help on FB & we ignore it b/c we think that they are wanting attention... An #lessonlearned
Posted on: Mon, 11 Nov 2013 01:11:03 +0000